I Really Am Clueless

So at the gym tonight, I watched the last 45 minutes of the movie
"Clueless." I hadn't seen it in a very long time, but I remember
watching it a lot in highschool and quoting it to an obnoxious degree.
Suddenly I had an epiphany. I had no idea how much that movie has
influenced my life.

Don't be buggin. It like totally makes sense. If you know me, watch it
again! You tell me if you think it doesn't bear some freakish
similarities to my standards for platonic and romantic relationships.

Seriously

Who am I kidding? I have never been stable or cautious.

Pity, party of me.

I got invited to a bunch of parties tonight, (Happy Bday, Lauren! Happy
Bday, Matt!). But instead I'm home with a stomachache.

I can't talk about it. But I'm pretty upset about something. I wonder
if it would have been better to remain blissfully ignorant instead of
attacking knowledge with an fing baseball bat shouting, "bring it,
bitch!" I think its better to have attempted and failed, isn't it?
Then why do I feel like shit?

I've had people ask me if I always get my way. The answer is no, but I
don't give up easily. Now I think would be a good time. Its a good
time for giving up, Meegfans. I give up on love.

I don't usually b-log about dates gone wrong, but this was a special
case. This feels like an afterschool special teaching me not to give in
to peer pressure. I wish I had met this guy like 5 years ago, you
know... before I turned evil. The entire time I've known this guy I've
been doing things that I thought would make me seem cool and fun to be
with and those were the things that were turning him off. I wish I
could take that back. I miss that Meegs that I used to be. He would've
gotten along with her so well.

Ironically, I also have to remember that the sweet, stable, cautious
Meegs never would have had the guts to move to Chicago.

Maddy and I were talking the other day about how important it is to find
a guy who shares your religion. I was so excited when I thought I
finally found a nice Catholic boy who got me. But for the first time
ever, I wasn't Catholic enough.

I just can't win.

Oi, I've been busy.

Dear Meegfans,

Sorry I haven't written in a while. A lot has been going on.

I finished the show I was producing and acting in at the Second City
Skybox. We came out alright moneywise. It was so much fun, but so much
work for me.

I'm headed into the home stretch of my conservatory training. Only a
few more months! We are previewing our sketches Mondays at 8pm in the
ETC Theatre at Second City. The group is starting to get a little worn
out from being together for over a year, but we are hanging in there and
we have some super funny stuff.

I also got scouted for another show in the Skybox that opens Nov 25. I
really like this group. There are only 5 of us and everyone is
enthusiastic and focused on success. I hope our sketch show is as funny
as our rehearsals! So between class, work, and rehearsals, I pretty
much live at The Second City.

Since I was so busy, I decided something had to go. So I quit my job.

I can't wait for my unpaid vacation to begin!
No more sleepy Meegs!