Sometimes I feel like people only call me when they need stuff from me. I know for a fact that this is not true, but sometimes I can't help but feel that way anyways. My therapist pointed out that I tend to put the problems and emergencies of my friends vastly ahead of my own. Therefore, do people only call me when they need me? Or do I only respond when I feel needed? So do I bring this on myself? After years and years of my complacency has everyone else given up on trying to be social with me? So now people don't bother calling me unless they are at the end of their rope. So the only calls I get are full of dramatic desperation. I feel that because of this constant state of panic, the ring of the telephone causes me more anxiety than any of you could possibly imagine. No good ever comes from the telephone. It is always the bearer of bad news and the awakener from naps. A beautiful dream is shattered and my heart is left pounding and audibly thumping as I lay in the dark trying to regain unconciousness.

I like being needed, but sometimes I'd rather be wanted instead.

If I died right now, nobody would notice until the stench of my rotting flesh creeped out into the hallways 2 weeks from now and some bop-girl would say, damn they gotta take the trash out in that apartment! And my friends and family would curse under their breath about me being late again. Yet they would have no idea how "late" I really am.

Yay for breakin stuff!

I mean... yay for Thanksgiving Break!

Maggie sent me a new picture from her phone!

Buenas Dias! Last day of working before Thangsgiving Break!

I miss Luci

I DON'T WANT TO WRITE MY PAPERS!

P-R-O C-R-A S-TINATION

This is the new song I wrote: "PROCRASTINATION! PROOOOOCRASTINATION! PROCRAAAAAAAAAAASSS TINATION!"

I'm SO done with moving stuff. Too bad Maggie and Nicole aren't. But I put up a good fight! The new Freeman household is really cool. It has three bedrooms and a loft! Anyone want to rent it with me when they move out???

MALSH IS MY HERO!!!!


Going over to Maggie's to move furniture. Or to help delegate responsibility... we shall see.


So early on a Sunday Morning..blech.

by the way... the picture in the previous post is supposed to be Skycheat Traffic.... but it only works half of the time.

The new little green icon in the upper left corner above my face is Web Fire Escape.
It was designed so those of you looking at my blog when you are supposed to be doing something else can escape the page quickly into something else! Another easy trick would be the "Alt+Tab" feature on your PC to toggle between windows, but once I got into even more trouble doing that. Too many windows!

Stupid alarm clock! Set when it needent be!

Fire Fire! Where? We don't know... but there must be one somewhere with this many firetrucks in the Liberty Square Hotel parking lot. The residents are unhappy. Apparently their butlers and personal attendendants don't work past midnight and there was nobody downstairs to fetch the champagne and caviar during the evacuation. pity. At least nobody was hurt... by the bitchy queen on cell phone. Drunk people are funny, especially during fires.

May the FORCE be with you... for me to poop on.

AidanKelleher: So, does this play use the song "venus", and if so does it use the Bananarama cover.
MeganK77: I don't think so
MeganK77: Its about circus freaks
MeganK77: its about an african woman with a big butt
MeganK77: who is taken to europe and shown of as a freak
MeganK77: I'm the ringmaster who owns the freakshow!
AidanKelleher: interesting...um, I thought you had the lead?
MeganK77: what?
MeganK77: you don't think I'm black?
AidanKelleher: You are not African. You do not have a big butt.
MeganK77: ok
AidanKelleher: I just don't think you can do a convincing african accent...

AidanKelleher: Underdog? "Have no fear Underdog is here!" For some reason, it's one of those phrases I have translated into german in my head and keep it there.
MeganK77: yeah
MeganK77: keep it there


I'm putting in more Aidan quotes just to piss off Karen... smooches to Massachussettes!

According to the "Who will I marry?" meme, this is my future husband.

Props to Melissa M.

MeganK77: an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind
AidanKelleher: right, I know...I'm desparately hoping they give the snipers life so I don't have to protest their execution...
MeganK77: yeah
MeganK77: they were super stupid to go on a killing rampage in VA of all places
MeganK77: it might as well be Texas
AidanKelleher: Well, at least "President" Bush isn't from Virginia...so Virginia is at least marginally better...
AidanKelleher: 'course, he's not REALLY from TX either...
MeganK77: you cant quote that... President is on his business cards so it must be true
AidanKelleher: yeah, yeah, I know, 5 out of 9 judges can't be wrong...
MeganK77: neither can 5 out of 9 major oil companies
AidanKelleher: 9 out of 9...

From Daddy Kelleher Bear Brain Surgury

Still can't get back to sleep. That crazy bear really messed with my head... or was it the medical students?

Wierd dream - first medical students poking at my brain to find a spot they can charge with electrodes to make me happy, then alone in the woods I feel there are people with guns around who don't mean to shoot me, but might by accident, so I make a loud noise to let them know that I am there in my tree trunk secret hideout and a bear gets startled and runs past but I get the feeling she will be back ... for lunch if you know what I mean, so I would really like to close the door to my hideout, but for some reason I can't, and I can't feel safe.

Just taught my roomate how to "Disk Cleanup" and "Defrag" ...it's the little things in life.

Hmmm... Jessica why do you put me in temptations way? Should I buy Gigantic now? Should I hope that some thoughtful family member has pre-ordered it as a christmas gift? I still haven't gotten that Leatherman tool I asked for the past three years in a row... hmmm. Christmas is so far away... I think instant gratification is definitely the way to go! Yay for buying presents for ME!

boys are dumb









throw rocks at them

Hey Maggie! Check THIS out!

Who Will You Marry? by Sari
Name
Date	August 11, 2059
Spouse	Justin Timberlake
Price of Wedding	$488,366
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Tonight my shirt smelled like peanut... which is funny because I haven't ingested or come in to contact with any peanut product... but now I think I want peanut butter. mmmm peanut.

Quote of the Day:
"There was something sweet on my grilled cheese... and it tasted good."
-John Freeman

My monologue was well-recieved last night. Yay! Now for a day off! Helllllllooooo Sunshine!

Funny article from The Onion for all of my family members checking up on me.
Mom Finds Blog!

The Techies in the department came up with a new game today. It's called "Peg the President." I don't like this game. It hurts... and where's the F'ing Secret Service when you need them anyways?

Quote of the day: "Yes... and being a hermit would be the less slutty way to go" - Danni

What a day it has been! What would we do without naps?

Yay for dinner with Daddy!
Yay for Lynnie! Yay for Elizabeth!
Yay for Mel and Meg!
Yay for Jess and BNL!
Yay for the cranky guy at the gym(GIME) who constantly reminded us that he was closing in 6-5-4minutes!
Yay for understanding supervisors!
Yay for understanding teachers!
Yay for therapists who try to understand!
Yay for Mandy for helping me escape!

Yay for bedtime!

:)

What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You're too sensitive
Strangers think	You're hot
Friends think	You're wonderful
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Today:

10am puttered around and did homework

12:10pm Late for African Dance again

1:30pm random lunch fun with Ariela, Jackie, Zack and the Piano Man

2:30pm frantic scramble to go back to my room and get my stage combat script

2:45pm remembered my appointment to register for classes was happening in a few minutes and I had left all my info in my room which I had just run back and forth to for my script.

2:55pm try to salvage what I could remember of my schedule in the theatre office

3:00pm race my teacher from the office to the classroom

3:02pm Stage Combat fun and craziness

5pm return to my room for relaxation time

6pm nap time

8pm clean room time

10pm head over to lounge to meet up with Sky.

10:30pm Theatre boys playing with explosives in lounge fun fun scary scary, bad fumes!

12am Sky and I head to IHOP for late night dinner and actor talk

2am back to LSq

2:30am I think I hear friends outside smoking so I head outside to say hi.

2:31am was mistaken. It's not Meggie just some girl that sounds like her

2:32am Find Jason looking lost in the Square - he lost his ID

2:35am Jason and I walk to the Aquatic Center to see if he dropped his ID somewhere

2:45am We sympathize with crazy drunk girls in the Square

2:50am Knock quietly on Elise and Meggie's door hoping they are up, but nobody answers

3am Jason hangs out at my place because I don't feel like sleeping and he doesn't feel like walking

3:15am a John Cusak movie and girly magazines

4:45am Movie is over and I am sleepy - Time for Jason to go

5:15am internet addiction... then sleep for 3 hours.


Just another day in Meegland

From Homestarrunner

"Dumpy Robert Smith action figure sold separately"

For some reason I can't stop thinking about badgers.

I have observed the weekly Monday Night ritual of profuse perspiring with Elise and Mel. (:

My Amazon.com wishlist has been updated
http://www.amazon.com/o/registry/3NGQ6YUIXNW6M

Quote of the MONTH:

"If I had a clone I would totally make out with myself. That's the FIRST thing I would do"
-Meggie Walsh

Attempting to add music. Just leave the page open for another minute.

I am now a member of the American Film Institute. Exciting eh?

YAY FOR DRUNK COOKING
HOLLER IF YOU HEAR BURNING

wAKE UP WAKE UP PARTY PARTY

Quote of the day:
"Some people say they do it because they love animals. I just really HATE vegetables."
-Tristan on why he is Vegetarian